and I laughed by the end

Seems like a lot going on. Asking if phone calls can be put off until the next week, weekends reduced to short hours and those phone calls probably showing up soon. Ugh, if today were Monday again!

It must be hard to be completely focused for ... a month.

For two to three weeks now I've had a lot of difficulty. Somehow, again, missing out on being in contact with people. Not asking them questions.

Okay, let's get some facts in for me.

I am sitting here. This morning I am an hour and counting behind. That is okay. I am sitting here. I slept on the floor again. I flipped the switch last evening to close my eyes and listen to a book and of course I fell asleep. I yawn immediately every time when the lights are off and I am in bed or on floor. It's always late.

I have delayed the Navy application. The other time occupiers are not today's facts. I semi-stretched. I can not do things like stretching or exercising when I have a career or something over my head.

A disconnect: I have never met 1st Class Budd. I am not invested in him to complete this. A solution: shut up and do it. Better: What are your plans today? I could complete it today and really love tomorrow for it.

I am cataloging and assessing right now.

I did not prepare of Sunday's PSR class. Most Saturday nights or Sunday mornings I will at least open the books. I did neither and totally faulted.

Answer the question with a realization; why am I so hard on myself? How do I come to be hard on myself? At what times of the day? Times of the year? After what circumstances? When am I not hard on myself? How have I managed myself that way in the past?

The weather is confusing. I should not be wearing shorts in the morning. My gloves would fit so perfectly in my pockets when I would enter through any doors. And they sat on my passenger's seat after a few minutes of car heat.

Is it this? Is it that the warm weather is BEGINNING and will continue for a long time and that is it? It is a bit that I can't grasp how long this consistent weather mood will last, a bit that I was just here last summer and two in a row seems strange and that summer is not exactly the time period to nest in front of a computer.

How can I ask my parents for help? And who else? Who before Dr. Karger and my session with him April 9?

My daily planner can step up. My car. My laptop. My razor. My bath towels. LOL.